Friday, February 12, 2010

Fast.. Fast.. Fast..

Just now before finish my class at 2, i was thinking what I should do before 4:30pm meeting. Emmm... lunch (my mind will think of shin ramen with mushroom and eggs or miso soup with dumplings and seaweed!! yummmmy), QT..

Planning is something that I always like to do. Maybe it's OCD - I like to see my daily schedule organized well. No interruption. Even though knowing that it shouldn't work that way.

Having been thinking how ironic that I prayed to God that I will surrender everything to Him and trust that He's in control of everything. However, at the same time, okie doke, I have my own plan, thinking that Yes Lord, You're gonna work on this that this. I wait, pray, serve and wait. But why Lord, still nothing happens?

Another disappointment =(

But all are God's timing. Not my timing, not Joanne's plan. What I can do is to wait upon Him. Faithfully. Diligently. And surrender (fully surrender)




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